After putting down my deposit on Wednesday and talking more with the couple who has so kindly allowed me live in their basement that they turned into a studio made me feel truly blessed. As stressed out as I am about all the financial stuff, I do really trust that God placed us exactly where He intended for us to stay. The couple were so kind and welcoming to both Rylan and I. It's definitely a bitter sweet feeling.
As days get closer and closer, the realer it gets for us. Everything happened so fast it seems like. I mean, God convicting me has always been there but, I went from this selfish stubborn person, to someone who wanted to make a 180, and live for God's glory. Granted this is anywhere near a radical lifestyle, it's probably the closest I'll get to making such a radical decision. I feel good about it and confident.
Not to say all fear and worry is gone, coz it's absolutely still there. But my trust in God overpowers all of that.
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